-Pathetic-

Here is some evidence of how pathetic I have been...and this type of behavior doesn't simply characterize this day...it is every day. I text her immediately and even occasionally wait for a response...knowing that it'll come about an hour later...i wait anyway to see if it comes back as fast as I responded. I wait up at night with the hope she'll be on...occasionally compromising my own sleep schedule. Constantly thoughts of her pop in to my head. I'm basically a slave...but I suppose I've chosen my own prison. The key is within reach, but I sit where I am...