I think the greatest source of frustration right now lies in the fact that I'm not happy with how I reached this point in my life...not really that I'm unhappy with where I am now.

No scratch that...walked away for an hour and came back and yeah...its really cause I hate aspects of my life right now.

I have no one to share my life with...I have no one who wants to share their life with me.

thats all....thats all it ever is