hope is such a strange thing

it's almost comical how hopeless I feel right now...I'm actually starting to feel light headed because of it

reverse hide and seek...count to a hundred where you stand and we'll all try to find you

and I'm sure there are so many people feeling just like I am that you couldnt count if you wanted to. I wonder how many people if put in my shoes would crack...I wonder how many people have already been in the shoes I'm wearing.

Another year like this one and maybe I'll appreciate just how much I've lost.